It’s coming back again; that dark feeling. I could have sworn that I finally escaped from it. I mean, it has gotten much better, but I think it has always had a hold of me. I think lately, I have just been in denial and trying to fight it. I don’t want to be held by it. I want to go towards the light; where I want to be and where I should be. Whenever I am with others, I am fine. It just usually happens when I think about it whenever I am alone and drowning in my own thoughts. I’m tired of feeling this way. I try to stop it, I do, I really do. I know I will escape from it one day. I just hope it will be soon.